I hate everything, gaah.
Every single boy I meet, ever, does this lovely little thing to me.
"Hm, she's attractive [wrong], let's talk to her.
Hey she's kinda fun.
Okay, this chick's awesome.
Wait never mind, no she's not.
GOOD GOD GET IT AWAYY!"
It just sucks so much. Every friggin' time, that shit happens.
I give / gave up on being the first to text any more, unless I really miss that person. And even then it's not a good reaction.
Actually, that last one kinda goes for most, regardless of boy or girl or anything like that. -Sigh-
I know, I know; Oh Ammie, you're too hard on yourself! You have nothing wrong with you, at all. Nada.