Blahh.

I hate everything, gaah.

Every single boy I meet, ever, does this lovely little thing to me.

"Hm, she's attractive [wrong], let's talk to her.
Hey she's kinda fun.
Okay, this chick's awesome.
Wait never mind, no she's not.
GOOD GOD GET IT AWAYY!"

It just sucks so much. Every friggin' time, that shit happens.
I give / gave up on being the first to text any more, unless I really miss that person. And even then it's not a good reaction.

Actually, that last one kinda goes for most, regardless of boy or girl or anything like that. -Sigh-
I know, I know; Oh Ammie, you're too hard on yourself! You have nothing wrong with you, at all. Nada. You're beautiful and an amazing person / friend, don't let it go to your heart! Well guess what. I just can't bring myself to believe any of it. If I'm so damn awesome, then how do I manage to screw up 3 / 5 of my friendships within a month or so?

I woke up at 4:30 PM yesterday and it is now 11:40 AM the next day. I am exhausted. Maybe I shall sleep.

Fare thee well.